Yesterday was on of those days.
A So Very Not Zen Mommmy day.
A: million time-outs, lots of yelling, and tearing the two boys off eachother day.
A:Paul called to say hi and I told him I was probably going to kill one of them, but if he liked, he could choose which, kind of day.
But then Will went for nap and Harry and I had lunch outside and I actually got to sit down with my yarn and then I wondered.
How will I feel when they're not here, off to school all day? What will I do when I can sit down anytime with my yarn. Will it lose it's appeal? Will I be lonely? I'm sure.
Harry is sitting like an angel on the swing munching his sandwich and chatting away. And Will is always so grateful when you lay him down for nap, he laughs and snuggles right in so perfect. There are certainly times that them being out of my hair for hours at a time sounds wonderful, but right now was not one of them anymore. I wanted my babies to stay babies.
What will I do when they don't need me to help open their Oreos?